Just sorry, all the nasty things i said, i never ever meant them, i just want you to know, i am sorry.
I wish you could forget it all.
You won't i'm sure, but whatever you decide, know this, if ever you're scared, alone, need help, need money, need protecting, picking up, advice, just ask, i will come in the middle of the night, give my last bit of cash, protect you against anyone. Just listen, and then, if you want, just fade away again.
Because no matter what i said, i still think of you as my friend, so you can call any time, i think you know this, but if not, you do now.
I doubt you will, but i just wanted you to know, i realise what i said was wrong, and i realise now just how good a friend you were so sorry for my thoughtlessness.
Hope to hear from you sometime. x