I know I messed up bbe and I know things I said hurt you deeply. The moment those words left my lips I knew that I couldn't act fast enough to retract them. Your reaction was justified!
I've relived them moments over and over and wondered how I could have been so insensitive. I don't think I have ever been so disappointed in myself. I'm nervous to ask you to forgive me because I know you have suffered a great deal because of me but p.p I truly am SORRY!