I am so sorry for all the pain I have caused. He wasn't worth it and it wasn't like me to do what I did. Please forgive me and give us another shot. We can make this. We will get better if we work at it, I pinky pwomise. You mean the world to me and I can't believe I let my world out of my grasp but I am willing to work my butt off every day to get it back to what it was.