Last semester, I started off as a very hard-working TA for organic chemistry. As my own life began to unravel, I started doing things I now regret. As it relates to university, I put myself into a position to sell off some of the knowledge I had days before the exams, and even to sell old copies of tests that were not made public on the site.

I became quite popular. I never got so much attention before. I was drunk with it. I did so many stupid things. I even sold caffeine pills to the students at higher prices and partied with students in their rooms on Thursdays.

When the semester ended, I felt empty and alone;​ no one needed me anymore. I spent a lot of time thinking about this, and decided to turn over a new leaf. I was a disgusting person, and hope that if you are reading this you will consider how being in a position of "power" can sometimes be bad if not managed right.