alan im sorry for what i have done im herting but not as much as you. i no i have hert you and you have proven to me too. im so verry sorry i no this wont make it up to you you need to tell me waht i can do i still love you . you might not think its true i just cant stand being away from you there is tears in my eyes 24/7 just wish i could touch you agane that youst to fill like i was in heaven